After weeks of research, I've finally decided something important for my future. What I will do after my degree in philosophy. I will try to realize my dream, and I will start, again, from Paris. E.I.C.A.R is the International Film School of Paris, and this is what I want to do to to help my passion to become a profession. It's a 3 years school that allows to learn all you need to be a modern film director, from the theory to the technical aspects. There are courses of screenplay, photography, casting, production, digital recording, post production, editing, decoration, sound editing... everything, it's TOO MUCH cool. And it's mainly practical-oriented - this is really important. After one week, you will be behind a camera. You have to share from 5 to 6 project each year, and you have to change everytime the role in the crew, having the opportunity to learn each aspect of a film production. And, of course, you have to create your personal project, 2 or 3 times each year. It's organised like a school - I mean, with courses and credit, sessions, notes etc. Every year the best works are selected not only for the local festival circuit, but for the Cannes' Festival! And the huge studios of this school are situated in the cinema and television location of Paris, rounded by all the main studios of the France, from Panaflex and Panavision to Canal Plus and the TV ones. It's pratically perfect for me to start. But it's not a joke to enter there. I've taken this decision right now because of the planning of the next year (the last in Italy), that it will be fuckin' hard. I want to do the Bachelor of Fine Arts there - my lessons will be in English and not in French. This allows me to have an international recognised degree, and to learn perfectly english (and most of all the cinema language) in view of a futur master or work in the U.K. or in the U.S.A. But - but - I have to obtain the CAE (Certificate of Advanced English) at the British Institute in Florence, next year. It's really difficult, and I've to prepare myself to an hard training. And next year I will have to finish my exams and get my degree, finish the photography school, work at the Hotel, and think, of course, to music and my studio. I hope I will find a little bit of time to have fun with my friends, go out and relax, and profit the best I can of my last year in Italy, specially with my family. Anyway, I'm not worried at all: I'm full motivated and I feel ready to get all my targets, like I've never been in my last years.

(In the photos you can see the logo of the school, the main entrance, and the great Oliver Stone, one of the recent visiting artist of the school for the annual conferences and seminaries)

....and now, some of this....wonderful creature. We've passed an incredible weekend. Some perfect moments that are marked with fire inside me. Happiness? It never needs words.

Now it's the time to dedicate a post to a real special person: "una fatina" that is arrived in my life 3 weeks ago. Her name is Diana.
We have known each other through a common friend in Italy, who sent me her msn contact....and now we have a friendship so good, we have found ourself so close in a so few time....
Sometimes you pass a part so long of your life with person that you're never able to find close to you, and sometimes you need just some days to discover a special person, and feel her inside you, related to you - in some way, deeply.
She's only 18 years old and she's so mature...her eyes have already seen, and can see, things that the most part of the people will never see in his life.
I just want to let these photos talk, through her smile, and her eyes.

After Melly, this night another piece of my heart leaves Paris.
My little Rina.
I don't want to be sad anymore, because now in my head i'm full of memories......of the special moments passed togheter. So many incredible conversations, a feeling that i've never had with someone. We are exactly on the same frequence. It's rare, it happens really few times in life. I will miss you so much, Karina. But I know that you will come to visit me lot of times. And I'm already looking forward to it. I want to thank you, because you always bring hope and light, and you just have to know that I won't never forget what you have done for me.

Ciao piccola, a presto.

Say goodbye to persons that you love is always something cruel. You ask to you why it must happen, and the only answer you can find is that there's no why, simply. Life takes his turns, and you have to superate and looking forward. I passed with this three persons moment that i'll never forget. Special moment, not like others. Special, because these persons ARE special.
I want to remember this friends with some photos, photos of happiness. This is what they have given to me with their love, and their help in difficult moments of these months, as only the true friends do.
Melly, Thilo and Nils, I say you thanks for all directly from my heart.

Merci, ma petite cherie.

Ok, I received a comment of a little girl that has reminded me that in a previous post, the one about the dissertation, I missed to write that she had an important role on it: she has corrected my "happy french", togheter with her sister! Obviously, the kind sister was much more prepared than her looool Okkey, okkey, ce post ici c'est pour toi.....

I present you madmoiselle Marie-Odile Molina, in art Mabeu. She's passed like a tornado in my life. And now, i have to put togheter all the pieces....a hard work! Regardez là, avec les yeux malignes....que malheureusement j'adore (!)