It's a good period, this one. Finally, i can say. Why? I feel active, inspired, motivated. I'm enjoying like never before the atmosphere and the life of Paris. I feel like this is my city, my home. It's an incredible sensation. My french is becoming better and better. I'm reading a wonderful book now, "The genealogy of the moral" by F.Nietzsche, an injection of life directly in my veins. And I've already started to study for the second semester, that i'm sure it will be much more prolific than the first one (under the point of view of university - exams mainly).

Then, i tell you about a thing that is happened two days ago. Life is completely impredictable, and fortunatly this is the aspect that make it suitable.
All started 4 years ago. An italian friend of mine, Francesca, made an exchange, through her school, with a french lyceeum of Rennes. Two girls, Maud and Marine, passed one week in her apartment. I knew them and we passed a cool time togheter. Then, when they came back to Rennes, i held their msn contact they gave me the last days. I was chatting with them for a pair of months, and then we naturally loose contact. I lost the msn contact of Marine too; but I've kept until now Maud's one. In these 3 years and more, I've everytime seen that Maud was online, but i've nomore chatted with her, I also believed she wouldn't remember me. But.....two days ago, I was looking at her contact, and I was saying to myself: "let's try to talk with her,I'm curios, and now I'm living in France too, and I can talk with her in french". And, not only she rememered me, I've also discovered that now she's living in Paris too!!! Incredible.
So, after have talked a bit, I invited her to lunch at my apartment, the day after. So, yesterday, we met here after 4 years! It was really nice to see her again, and now we can also profit of Paris togheter. She's really intelligent and cool, I'm happy to have a new friend like her.
Life is fucking impredictible....

I wanna tell you about yesterday evening, too. We had a rendez-vous chez moi with my erasmus friends, and then we went to the "Chep Blonde", an english bar here in the Marais, I think one of the hottest atmosphere in Paris! It was the second time there for me, and both times full of english people dancing everywhere, shouting etc. As soon as I entered the bar, some english guys took me in their circle and I joined them singing "Bohemian Rapsody" by Queen!! I presented me to all the people, and I've know one girl, that was next to me, a kind of DREAM. A living example of what does it mean natural beauty. A muse felt from Olympus to the earth.
I was quite timorous at first, cause i saw that she was older than me, and not one or two years I mean (i think 25-26 years)....But then, she was continuing to look at me, and i couldn't believe it! She invited me to dance, too! So we danced, and it was.....my god....
Then, we talked and she said me her name, Irina. She comes from Ukraine. An eastern goddess, so. 1,85, long straight black hair, a visage sculpted in a divine matter - and eyes that make all your toughts completely useless, stopping all your lifely functions. And she lives two streets next to the mine!! Then, she was talking with their friends, and me with the mine, but I couldn't stop to take a look at her, that impossible dream. When she left, before us, she came to me and she gave me a kiss on my cheek, killing me another time with her eyes. I was so confused that i didn't have the time to ask her the number of her phone. The dream is finished, I said me. But.....This afternoon, i was returning from the boulangerie, and i took a look at the window of a bar in my street.....and I saw a girl, the only person in the bar. I was continuing to walk, but at least i stopped myself: Who was that girl?? Isn't maybe....? I returned in front of the window, and.....she was Irina!!! I entered in the bar with the baguette under my arm (!), and we talked a little bit. And, shame on me, i didn't have the forces to ask her the number, again....so, i said to her see you soon, here in quartier. I'm a fuckin idiot. The worst idiot on the planet. She was looking so beautiful, and she was so kind with me.....
Will I have another occasion to see her??? I have seen her two times in two days, but i could see her nevermore, too.....she will remain a secret dream, if this will happen. But I have learned from this experience that every dream is possible.
Also an ukraine top model, older and much more taller than you.